Peace be upon you, my blessed master,

We hope that you are well and blessed,

In the name of Allah the Most merciful the Most compassionate

Question:

My master, it is much often that I long to reach my lord and my Imam al-Mahdi (A), however, I do not know what to do, I all of a sudden feel that my chest has become tight and all I want to do is scream on the top of my lungs, however, what I usually do is keep this feeling to myself and away from my family and the people so I travel to the midst of the dessert or places of nature weeping and wailing longing for my Imam. I pray there and then return back home. Therefore, I ask you humbly to advise me and I hope that this advice will become a solution to my issue.

Answer:

In the name of Allah the most merciful the most compassionate

The best advice that I can give you is to have sincerity, then sincerity, then more sincerity, and if you become sincere this will save you, while all the people are helpless except the scholars, and all the scholars are helpless except the ones who work, and all the scholars who work are helpless except the sincere, and the sincere are in great danger because the act of showing off is like a small ant on a stone on a dark night,  therefore who will be the one who will be able to feel this ant on that dark night, and Allah is the most helpful. There is no will or power except from Allah and we ask Allah that he helps us end with a good ending and that he makes us take the middle ground without being extreme in being loose or tight in our actions.